Happy new year
year after year
the same old wish
never changing color.

is it the positive note
or just a mere rote
that we keep chanting
whenever time changes note.

nothing changes,
the same system,
the same apathy,
the same inefficiency,
the same attacks,
and the same defense.

is it the spirit or just an excuse
with such we so often use

Its time to change the celebration
and not celebrate the change in time.

I feel angry and
I feel restless
I have to do something
to bring in the might,
to give sytem a fight,
and stop the carelessness

I alone feel helpless,
are you by my side,
for with us we can make a change,
by pledging to our duties
and following the rules
let's take the country forward
from the clutches of fools

hope this year,
we'll have new color and
till such time
I wish a changing year.

For all we are,
a figment of imagination,
only little we realize,
of our own minds and ideation,
always watch in surprise
fret and do incantations
to suffice the surmise

For all we have,
a death much dreaded,
and a life less known
nights of dreams shredded,
and days full of frown,
not knowing which way are we headed
in the life river we drown

For all we'll be
beings of our fears
sometimes sulking some bore
for wasted things, in tears
when opportunities galore
forgetting the good old dears
always sleeping with snore

For all we can be
beings of our decisions
good or bad never regretting
ever so happy and with precision
never giving up and fretting
only if in thought we make an incision
that we have the control and never submitting

Coz we have control
and its all in the mind
just go on and roll
its very easy to find.

Tags: poetry
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Gonna make it - Friction 2

I have been informed recently that I have become more serious in the way I act now. Also that I have lost that carefree nature that I used to have and the jest of life alongwith the positive attitude.
aila! only 3 years and so much loss.
I must be crazy to change like that. Well I also have felt at times that the life is just sliping away and I am just sitting idle watching it pass by.
Doing nothing new.
No new learning.
No new sport. I do not play anymore.
No new friends. I hardly get time to go out with the existing ones.
No new hobby. what are these?
No new book. oops which was the last one i read?

however I must not be bogged down coz I have
New car.
New music.
New found love for driving.
New accident. :)

cant add any more.
let me figure out what else can I put in new in my life.

Current Music: Ali (Medivial Punditz)

Naari ka abhimaan sahi hai
gauravshaali aan sahi hai.

koi iske samaan nahi hai
is jeevan ka pran yahi hai
paalan poshan karti jag ka,
aur srijan ka vardaan yahi hai,
is se bada koi gyan na hoga,
jeevan ka pehla gyan yahi hai,

jab mridu bhavon ka yahi samagam,
tab kathorta ka koi bhaan nahi hai,
nyo-chhaa-war karti sab pe prem,
Komalta ki khaan yahi hai,
bhaape sabke mann ki baatein,
chanchal mann ki lagaam yahi hai,

ugra roop kar lo koi darshan,
kaanpe jaise jaan nahin hai,
devon ko bhi karde natmastak,
is shakti se mahaan yahi hai,
pralay shakti apne mein chupaye,
kheel ke jaisi shaant yahi hai,

Naari ka abhimaan sahi hai
gauravshaali aan sahi hai.

AbhiShapit phir bhi kyon hai,
kyon iska darja samaan nahi hai,
beti ko janmta dekh sukhi insaan nahin hai,
kyon maat-pitr ki yeh shaan nahin hai
kyon wadhoo bas ghar ka saaman kahin hai,
maa, kyon ab, bas bhooli bisari yaad rahi hai,

dekh kavi yeh vyathit hai hota,
kyon ki
Naari ka abhimaan sahi hai
gauravshaali aan sahi hai.

kai baar yeh socha hai mainey,
ke sochne mein rakha kya hai,
bekar mein pareshaan kyun rahun,
is pareshaani ka fayda kya hai,

bin soche gar jee paata,
to kya, pataa chalta, kya hai,
bin sochey gar ho sake jeena,
to phir aisa jeena, kya hai

sawaal yeh bhi ke,
bin sochey jeeney wale,
bhi toh insaan hote hain,
phir soch ke ham
kyun hairaan hote hain,

soch phir wahi ke,
bin soche toh rehtay hai jaanwar bhi yahan
sochne say hi toh ham insaan hotey hai.
jo soctey hain wohi pareshaan bhi hote hain,
lekin jo sochtey hain wohi toh mahaan bhi hote hain,

masala bas yahi ke,
sochen kya, aur kya na sochen,
dekhen kya, aur kya na dekhen,
royen kya, aur kya na royen,
paayen kya, aur kya na paayen,
khoyen kya, aur kya na khoyen,
aur ab phir meri soch pareshaan karne lagi,
kuch hairan tha mein pehle se, kuch aur hairan karne lagi.

hal mila aise ke,
phir soch ki gehraayi,
mein se ek awaaz aayi,
mujh ko bhi toh soch lo aye mere bhai,
main bhi ek vichaar hun,
tumhara hi ek nirankar hun,
is vistaar mein apaar hun,
socho mujhe, dekho muhje, paao mujhe, kho do mujhe, ro lo mujhe, has lo mujhe

main hi tumhen hun naya sangharsh deta,
main hi tumhare tam ko kiran ka darsh deta,
main hi tumhari aashaon ko naya aarsh deta,
main hi tumhari yojna ko aakarsh deta,

ab meri aanken khuli hain,
dekh sakta hun pratayksh
aur bahut nayi sochon ke liye,
main hun dridh mein hun samaksh,
main hun dridh mein hun samaksh.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: some tamil track ...

miss hope tum ho tope

majboor ko tum himmat deti
kar deti uska beda paar,
nirash baitha ho koi,
tum deti aashaa apaar,
tum na hoti toh bata kope
miss hope tum ho tope

dukhiyaaron ke gham ko bhulakar,
karti khusiyon ki bauchaar
andheri galiyon mein laati,
tum sooraj ki chamkaar,
tum na hoti toh badta prakope,
miss hope tum ho tope

haarey khiladi ko nayi rah dhikha kar,
karti nav tarang sanchaar,
phir jeetnay ka saahas bar deti,
kar deti dhridh har baar
tum na hoti toh log karte dope,
miss hope tum ho tope

Current Mood: weird
Current Music: aap bhi aaiye, humko bhi bulate rahiye

kuch baaton ke hi chaakar mein,
sansaar hai sara dol raha,
main bhi vichar ke manthan se,
kuch rahasya khol raha,
yeh kuch baatien,woh kuch baatein,
sabke arth yahan bol raha

kuch baatein anjaani si,
mujh par haavi ho jaati hain,
main sambhal paata nahin,
woh phir toofan ek laati hain.
kuch baatein bemaani si,
mujhe bematlab sataati hain,
samjh paata hun nahin,
woh phir sawaal uthati hain.
kuch baaton ke hi chaakar mein,
sansaar hai sara dol raha,

kuch baatein begaani si,
sunai har pal de jaati hain,
sochta hun keh paata nahin,
woh phir chintan karwaati hain.
kuch baatein deewaani si,
apni dhun mein itraati hain,
main rok unko paata nahin,
woh phir unmaad jagati hain.
kuch baaton ke hi chaakar mein,
sansaar hai sara dol raha,

kuch baatien halki phulki,
sab dwesh kalah mitati hain,
har samay kar paata nahin,
woh phir jaroorat batlaati hain.
tum bhi socho tum bhi bolo,
jo main ekaki bol raha,
kuch baaton ke hi chakkar mein,
sansaar hai sara dol raha.

Current Mood: good

Its been long time that I posted anything. Busy-ness and not any business has caused this.
Posting some more couplets from the house of Nader's :)

na tumko mila waqt, na humko intezaar hua
ab na rahi waqat, aitbaar bezaar hua

khud yakenee ka dum bhartey rahey nader tum,
khud kisi aur ke thay yakeen apna toh kya hua.

koshish ki purzor, lagaya dum hadd tak,
daur-e-jalwa-e-huzoom na hua toh kya hua.

kuch haq hame bhi deejiye, na yun talaieye,
is naacheez ke liye bhi to farmaiye

kar ke aitbaar kai baar,
be-izzat, barbaad, hua badkaar,
be-murrawat, bekar aur hua laachaar,
badi sakht jaan hai, na gaya phir bhi aitbaar.

Wrote this stuff sometime ago.

kyun ab kisi se pyaar karun,
-Vipin Kumar

kyun ab kisi se pyaar karun,
ab yun jeene se inkaar karun
na aise jeena duswaar karun
len den ke saare chakkar,
aur main thehra ek fakkar,
phir kaise main vyapaar karun,
kyun ab kisi se pyaar karun,

ek sapna maine dekha tha,
use paas kisi ke rak-khaa tha,
is jag se bacha kar door kahin,
socha nayi koi bhor hogi,
jisme sapne ki thor hogi,
sapne wala toh chala gaya,
toh baith baat ab kyun dekhun,
kyun ab mein kisi se pyaar karun,

mann hai chanchal na hai chaukas,
vishwaas sabhi par karta hai,
khud ko bharam mein rakhta hai,
vishwas kisi par karna kya,
apno ka bharam yun rakhna kya,
main aaj yahan kal door kahin
unko kyun apne saath karun
ab is mann ka ud-dhaar karun,
kyun ab mein kisi se pyaar karun,

nahin samjhta koi jagat mein,
na toh akele na hi jugat mein,
samajh ki kyun ab pukaar karun
na ab aankhen do chaar karun,
yeh bhool na har baar karun
kyun yeh chakkar har baar karun,
kyun ab kisi se pyaar karun.

Kyon hai yeh shak-o-shuba mujhe apne hi aap par,
kyon nahin yakeen had-e-nigah par,
jara koi paas aata hai toh lagta hai dar,
kahin chura na le mera wajood aankhen dhap kar,

maloom nahin kya chahta hun, main apne aap se,
kya nahin hai mera, jo mangta hun aap se,
bharam hain toot rahe, bas itt-e-fak se,
nahin gar sambhla, mil jaaunga khak se.

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: DON